NEET Blog, i need somthing to do

• Bicalutamide, 50mg 1x per day

• Dutasteride, 0.5mg 1x per day

• Estradiol Valerate 20mg/ml concentration, 0.25 ml intramuscular injection every 5 days

• Lamotrigine, 25mg 1x at night, currently titrating back up

• Famotidine, 20mg at night as needed for acid reflux

• Calcium Carbonate, 3g to 4g at night as needed for acid reflux

• Albuterol Inhaler, as needed for asthma

• Hereditary Hemorrhagic Telangiectasia (HHT) / Osler-Weber-Rendu Syndrome

• Asthma

• Acid Reflux

• Gender Dysphoria (Or maybe this is like a mental thingy, idk)

Autism
ADHD
Temporal Seizures
Major Depressive
Others, but I feel the above are most accurate/others I am unsure of and worried I am overdiagnosed
generalized anxiety disorder
OCD
bi polar (i dont remember if type 1 or 2 or if smth else)
history of psychosis (this makes sense, but like is not common for me to deal with unless sleep deprivation, dehydration, or other thing is going on)
a borderline prediagnosis thingy back in 2016 since they said they couldnt give it to a minor, im kinda glad it wasen't BPD cause of stigma
ptsd

SSRIs

Antipsychotics

Stimulants

• Broncosopy, Late 2018

• MRI with Contrast, Late 2018

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Just Dates For Now 

2016
2017
2017 (again) or 2018
2019
2024
2025(december, just did intake, not admitted)

Please avoid giving me Benzoadepamines for Anxiety. I am afraid of rebound anxiety making it worse.
Please avoid giving me Proton Pump Inhibitors for Acid Reflux. I am afraid of rebound reflux making it worse.
Please avoid perscribing me Lithium. I have urges to use it for self harm by seizures via taking LSD with it.
Avoid Blood Thinners / Anticoagulants: I have HHT with endobronchial telangiectasias. I have a history of coughing up blood even with baby aspirin.

IDK, how much these really matter or are accurate, but I did the following:

Early April 2026:
MBTI: INFP-T results at  https://www.16personalities.com/profiles/infp-t/f/he0yjba2t
A, B, C, D personaluty types: type D
BDSM test(lol): https://bdsmtest.org/r/Zuj6zuUU
Big Five OCEAN: https://www.truity.com/test-results/big-five-personality-test/80460553
Attachment Style: Dissmissive Avoidant https://l.attachmentproject.com/relationship-structures-results/dismissing/?token=bdc1e7b1860e115a80492f6edebbb45b
Primary Love Language: Physical Touch
Dark Triad: